Sometimes shit happens...

When u want to appear at home, in your bed, under the quilt... immediately! U wanna hug your pillow (cos nobody is available at the time) and hide your face in it (u don't really want to show your tears, do u?). U want your head to be empty, clear from stupid thoughts and annoying sounds. The body's lying in relaxed position. And there's one more thing u wanna do - stop feeling  your own heart, stop hearing it's strokes. Just stop!